Alot of Change

So, I haven't blogged in a while because there has been alot of changes going on in my life. Since I last blogged, I have gotton a job offer, prayed hard about that offer, caleb's dad got laid off....again, we started a new software program at my current job, interviewed duane jones for a bid for photography for my wedding, and looked at invitations and save the date cards for my wedding. Whew!! I don't know about all of you but that has been down right exhausting. While doing all of that, I have been working my can off. I have worked 45-50 hours a week at my current job. I got a job offer TODAY from Northeast Georgia Medical Center. It is only a part time position. I really feel that I should work part time in the office that I am still in now and also work part time at the medical center. I think that would be a great move for me and I would not have to work as many long nites like I have been currently working.

I am not a very good decision maker. I struggle over many decisions in my life. They can be big or just small like everyday things that ordinary people proabably never even think about. It's almost like I just can't shut my mind off. I keep thinking and thinking and thinking. One of the nurse practioners said that I remind her alot of herself. And she says that she thinks alot and that makes her often forget things quicker. Now, I don't often forget things but I could see what she is saying. The decision thing is kinda getting to me because there are SO MANY decisions to be made when planning a wedding. I did get registered at Crate & Barrel though. My mom, sister and I went there and they served breakfast and I got to click and scan away there. It was really nice. It was a private event. Get on their website and check out my registry at www.crateandbarrel.com

This past week I had the opportunity to work with Sonja Chafin. She is the wife of the guy who died 2 weeks ago in the tragic car accident (that I spoke about in my previous blog). She looked good but I could just tell that she wasn't "all right." When I got home around 9:30pm after work, I really felt for her and her children and just began to cry. I can't even begin to relate to her or her children but my heart just goes out to them. The whole family needs our thoughts and prayers now and in the coming weeks. I wish them peace in the coming days and strength to trust in the Lord and he will weather them through their toughest times.

Speaking of change, it's friday night and Caleb and I have a date!!! I am going to change out of scrubs and into date night clothes to hopefully have a good time.